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ho..ho..holidayz
Sunday, May 3, 2009, 12:16 AM
yeap...that's correct...it's the holidays!!! haha...the exams are finally OVER....phew after a month of non-stop studying..woohoo over!!!now the next stage...waiting time..wait for results and face the music...will it pleasant to the ears or will it be piercing?only time will tell :)this 2009 is not a good year..alot of things happened...now there's the swine flu and every country is taking precautions against it..luckily no cases in sg yet...but...shall not speak too soon..heh..but the outbreak definitely spoilt some of other pple's travel plans cos it's not very safe to travel now...everytime u board the plane..there's a risk..so jus be careful..prevention is always better than cure :)
hmm haven been able to find any intern..think i started too late already haa...so now mayb jus go do other jobs...actually i dunno if i really wanna work...a part of me tells me to go find smth to do...another part of me tells me to slack...haa but how long can u slack...sure will slack till sian..den no entertainment...unless i can keep myself bz everyday..but i cant..so confused haa haiz....
so for now my routine is like : wake up already...eat bf....watch tv...eat lunch...watch tv...play com..exercise...bath...eat dinner...watch tv....slp abit the monotonous hahaha...dun wanna do that for 3 mths..i think i will go crazzeeee hahah :P facebook got a couple of nice games to kill time...there's this celebritity chef game...where u must mix the ingredients and serve the customers on time...abit addictive..but difficult..cos need to coordinate and micro...im not too good at it haha...n if u fail the chef will scold u :( another game is chain rxn...where u click an area n hope little dots will hit the area..hard to explain but jus play it heh
when u got so much time u shd set aside some time to think also...some self-reflection maybe? think about what u want in life...what u wanna do next time...how to change certain aspects of your life...basically jus reflect :) den can blog them down..in case forget cos old liaoz :P
hmm "nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai" and vice versa....im sure many have heard of this phrase...i've been thinking is it true? from what i've noticed...i think it's true..haa..sometimes when u walk along the streets u will notice...so i've been thinking y ah...y like that...i think it's cos they have the "x-factor" not S-factor heh...nice guys=boring and bad guys=exciting...i think that's wat attracts them...i think "bad guys" will noe what the other party expects and able to connect better with the gal and for "bad girls" it's the same vice versa...some of them are also blessed with the glib of tongue...the power of sweet-talking..mesmerising with their play of words...puns and witty repertoire...thats why "nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai"....so in the end "hao nan ren" will surely lose out...if the guy is too bad=gal leaves....if guy is too nice= gal also leaves....i guess thats how things are~
nowadays i've learnt to take things 1 step at a time..n i think im no longer very optimistic as b4 as in i tend not to expect so much or hope so much anymore...i used to be hopeful of things like when hols coming i would plan wat i wanna do...how i goin to spend the approaching day....but now..i dun wanna look too far ahead...maybe cos ive learnt my lesson...the higher ur expectations, the harder you fall, the more it hurts...but i dun wanna be numb...wow sounds chim..haa...
sometimes u have this confused feeling...of not knowing what is it that u want...u dunno if wat u do is correct and u dunno if wat u do is wrong...u donated n yet got put down...like u will feel "vulnerable" haa dunno if thats the correct word...it's like u dunno what will happen next...u can only anticipate..n you may be wrong..very wrong..even pundits get it wrong...or it's like the feeeling u noe when u are the last to know smth(reminds me of enrique iglesius's ping pong song haha)...when every1 else already noes...that kind of feeling....den u think " why do i wanna know so much?do i need to know?" hmmm.... but if u dont wanna know... it would seem like you dont care...it's because you care that's y u wanna know..or maybe care too much~~~
and it's also the feeling like the more u wanna get closer..the more you'll get pushed back to where u were...so ur rooted...stop n stare...mayb it's to do with "confidence"?can we test it like in the statistics where we test %confidence..i think we cant cos there's no such thing...it's the feeling u get...intuition sensitivity 6th sense...many ways to call it..
yup...that's my "total internal reflection" hee...it's sunday tmr...so fast...what a day...oh i have to pass my ippt in june...thats smth i will look forward..not that i wan to..but i have to haa